SumThinG tOo ShArE aBout me aT my PaSt....

Do you ever give a speech or become 'mc' at assembly at school or college??....
I do!!... Because of this I started hate to talk at public!!...
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I'm prefect at my secondary school from form 1 until form 5. Every week, my senior will choose any prefect to become 'mc'(pengacara majlis) for our assembly. Then, one day it's my luck to be mc... That time is my first time to talk in front almost 1500 students which is same age as me and majority older than me!!

When I stand on the stage, my legs and hands start shakes my face look pale (my friend said) and I lost all my confident to talk......

With vibrate (wah!!) voice I start to greet everybody and start that assembly. That time the assembly is still under control.... After I invited someone to recite DOA, I become more nervous because i can see my friends smile and stared at me... myself confident drop and my nervousness boost up... What make me felt more silly in front of them is when I read the same paragraph again which I read the paragraph which I invited the person who recite the DOA...

Then all student start laughing at I. I felt like I just want to leave that assembly ASAP!!It’s so ashamed and I felt like a fool in front of them…. After that day, I never have confidence to stand in front people and talk anymore... No matter how, I need to give excuses to make sure I’ll not become mc anymore…
And because of this I hate public speaking because I need to stand in front while the audience gazes at me... OMG!! I really hate it….

But now, since I was already at U, and need to be more confidence to talk at public… I think I need to practice and learn how to overcome my nervous when I talk. Like what all people know…. Practice make prefect and learn from your mistakes right??!